Home sweet.... Home ?

Days off, Therefor I will put on my gear, grab my sword and head into this battle and hope I survive and in the end I find my reward, even a pat on the back I'm fine with. I'm sick with apprehension, I happy and healthy living and dieing so sick tired of trying. What more can we do, both rich and poor wondering what we are living for? 

Tally-oh dear beans 

Remember to remember

Smell the roses, look up and just breathe for one second, and remember where you are.. The past few months and a year had been heck, I almost forgot what It was like to really just enjoy the wind in your hair and sun kissing your skin, the snow fall on your face. Its the little things that are the most enjoyable, I forgot about it and the whole time I've been searching high and low for answers and all along it... was right beneath my feet. How could I forget my roots and where I come from, get lost in the negativity of this cruel world we created. Im learning to become more content with my life even if things aren't the greatest right now, a simple walk and the silence is all I need to continue on in my life and just live. For the rest of the year, Ill learn to accept everything that happens and know that there's nothing I can do about it but move on and remember where I am! Be 100% thankful and greatful im waking up every morning with those who mean the world to me and oxygen in my lungs, roof over our head, food in the fridge and clothes on our bodies. Change of thought change of life.