Ready set go Replaaay.

Ready, Set, GO! Being new to this blogging thing.. Well I suck at it! I know because my english teacher, often told me how I always went off topic, when I was writing a story or a poem, a sonnet.. No matter what I put together never had a beginning or it never ended. My sentences dragged on and in the end it left you confused.. like this here another pointless page someone will never read. Im not looking for some insight or comments to the answer of these questions im asking, cause most of the answers I already know, lies within me.. In time that will come along and patience is all I need. I figured with blogging instead of journal entries made me think that what I lost will come back through the online world. See im use to shutting myself out from this world or society in general and keeping quiet, enjoying getting lost in my mind. Does that make me crazy? Cause I enjoy the " emptiness " way to much! and it caused me to forget who I was, leaving me in a rut that I cant seem to get out of. Hoping by portraying this new hobby will help me open my mind to more endless possibilities, finding a new me that I never knew existed. Anways thats my post for tonight, Im working nights and Im 359km away from home and I needed a way to keep myself a little sane. So if your done reading this or read it..Thank you.